Author: J. Renae Sinclair, Author

The New Kid – Part 1

The New Kid – Part 1

Every story has more than one side.

This is the first entry in a new series of character stories set within the Unfinished Melody universe. Some voices may be familiar. Others may not.

For now, I’ll let you decide who’s telling this story.


Some people spend their whole lives getting what they want. Others learn to take opportunities when they appear.

He was always the popular guy.

Well liked.

Smart.

The kind of person everyone remembered.

The kind of person everyone wanted to be around.

I told myself it didn’t bother me.

It did.

I was the popular one at my last school.

I would be the popular one here too.

At least that had been the plan.

Then I met him.

Some people don’t have to work for anything.

Things just seem to fall into their laps.

Don’t get me wrong.

I had things.

Friends.

Good grades.

People who knew my name before I walked into a room.

At my old school, I knew where I fit.

Here, I was just the new kid.

Nobody cared who I used to be.

Nobody cared what I’d done.

Everyone already had their place.

I was still trying to find mine.

Some people didn’t seem to have that problem.

They already belonged.

Like they’d always belonged.

How Emma Met Nick

How Emma Met Nick

Welcome to The Nick Chronicles, a collection of memories from Emma’s relationship with Nick Bennett—one of the most important chapters of her life before the events of Unfinished Melody.

Some memories make us laugh. Some make us cringe. And some remind us how much a single person can shape our story.

Continue reading more about how Emma met Nick below.


May 1999

Today the professor assigned partners for our final play-writing project.

Apparently, the strongest scripts may be considered for a student production in the theater department next semester.

No pressure.

My partner is a guy named Nick.

Well, technically I’ve seen him around class before.

Hard not to, honestly.

He’s one of those people who somehow manages to look completely relaxed all the time. Meanwhile, I still double-check my syllabus every week because I’m convinced I’ve forgotten an assignment.

The professor assigned partners and suddenly there he was sitting across from me.

I expected awkward small talk.

Instead, we spent most of the class arguing about story ideas.

Politely.

Mostly.

He has opinions.

A lot of opinions.

The annoying thing is that some of them are actually good.

When I mentioned wanting to brainstorm before writing anything down, he didn’t roll his eyes or act like it was a waste of time.

He just said, “I respect that.”

Which immediately made me suspicious.

Nobody is that agreeable.

Not naturally.

There has to be a catch.

Still, the project went better than I expected.

He’s funny.

Confident.

Maybe a little too confident.

And I can’t quite decide whether that’s charming or concerning.

Probably concerning.

Definitely concerning.

At the very least, I think we’ll end up with a decent project.

The semester is almost over, and once it’s done, we’ll probably go our separate ways.

For now, I just need to survive the next few weeks working with him.

And maybe convince him that not every good idea involves making the audience cry.

—Emma


Listen to Emma & Nick’s Playlist here.

Meet Nick to find out more about his part in Unfinished Melody.

Read more about Emma & Nick here: Emma and Nick’s Reunion – 2008

 

Emma’s Diary: Some Songs Never Leave You

Emma’s Diary: Some Songs Never Leave You

A quiet night in 1996.
A date that should have felt exciting.
And a song that brought old memories rushing back.


Dear Diary,

After work tonight, I went out on a date with a guy I met a couple of weeks ago.

He was nice enough.
He seemed to like me.
And I liked him.

I even agreed to another date.

But when the night ended, I realized I didn’t feel excited the way I thought I would.

Maybe that’s part of the problem.

Daniel has been gone for over a year now.
Adam for two.
And Josh…

Well… many years.

Sometimes love feels too good to be true.
And other times it feels like I’m just going through the motions, hoping eventually I’ll feel something more.

I don’t know.

Does true love just not exist for me?

Everyone I seem to love leaves.

Why can’t I hold on to anyone?

Why did tonight feel so ordinary when I wanted so badly for it not to?

After I got home, this song came on the radio while I was getting ready for bed.

“I Love You Always Forever” by Donna Lewis.

It’s still fairly new, but I know I’ve heard it at work once or twice before.

Tonight was different though.

The second it started playing, I stopped in my tracks.

I sat there staring at the floor while the song filled my bedroom, and somehow all I could see was Josh’s face.

Like no time had passed at all.

I know what you’re probably thinking.

Why does every song somehow lead me back to Josh?

Honestly… I wonder the same thing.

Maybe it’s because music was always such a huge part of our lives.

Molly was always involved in musicals.

Josh was — and still is — in a boyband.

And me?

I’ve always loved music too, even if I can’t sing very well.

I pay attention to lyrics more than anything else.

Music feels like poetry to me.

Beautiful poetry.

Maybe that’s why certain songs still feel like him.

Or maybe some people never completely leave your heart no matter how many years pass.


Read more of Emma’s Diary for a little more history of Emma’s life.

Learn more about Emma and Josh here: Meet the Characters

Read more from Emma here: Emma’s Blog

Listen to the song from the diary entry here: I Love You Always Forever – Donna Lewis

Adam’s Reflection: The Love That Never Left

Adam’s Reflection: The Love That Never Left

Before Emma came back into his life… Adam had already lived through love, loss, and the quiet realization that moving on isn’t always as simple as it seems.


After Emma and I broke up in December of ’93, I didn’t think I would ever love another girl.

Emma was one of a kind. Smart, funny, beautiful… and she liked me for me. That kind of thing sticks with you.

For a while, I didn’t even try. But eventually, life nudges you forward whether you’re ready or not. I started dating again, though it never felt easy. I kept comparing everyone to her, and no one really stood a chance.

My buddy Ryan used to tell me to just keep going on dates—that eventually, I’d find someone.

He wasn’t wrong.

I did find someone. Actually… I found two.

The first was Alisha. That relationship didn’t end well. It taught me a lot about trust, and about paying attention to the things you don’t want to see. Let’s just say… it left its mark.

And then there was Dara.

Dara was different.

In some ways, she reminded me of Emma—blonde hair, blue eyes, that same kind of easy smile that could pull you in without trying. She was driven, and she knew exactly what she wanted out of life.

We met in 2005. I was thirty-two. She was twenty-five.

At the time, I didn’t think much about the age difference. It didn’t feel like it mattered. We got along, we made each other laugh, and for the first time in a long time, things felt… steady.

Comfortable.

Like maybe this was what moving on was supposed to feel like.

I really thought I might marry her.

We talked about it. Not in a rushed way, but in that quiet, natural way where it just seems like the next step.

But somewhere along the way, I realized we weren’t in the same place.

I had already built the life I wanted. I was ready to settle into it, to share it with someone.

Dara was just getting started.

She had goals she hadn’t reached yet, dreams she still needed to chase—and I respected that. I really did.

But respect doesn’t always make things line up.

And in the end… it wasn’t about something going wrong.

It was about something never fully clicking into place.

Maybe I should’ve known from the very beginning.

I remember the day I met Dara.

She was working part-time at a store in the local mall, and I was on my usual UPS route, dropping off packages like I had done a hundred times before.

Nothing about that day should’ve stood out.

But it did.

I walked into the store and saw her right away. She was behind the counter, looking a little unsure of herself, like she was still figuring things out.

Later, I’d find out it was her first day.

She looked up at me and smiled.

“Hi.”

There was something about the way she said it—simple, but genuine.

“Hey,” I said, setting the box down on the counter. “I’ve got a delivery. Do you have anything going out today?”

She hesitated for a second, then let out a small laugh. “I’m not sure, actually. It’s my first day.”

Before I could respond, Brooklyn—my cousin—came walking out from the back.

“Hey, Adam,” she said, like she had been expecting me. She probably saw me on the camera. “Looks like you’ve met our newest employee. This is Dara.”

Dara smiled again, a little more confidently this time. “Hi.”

I smiled back, probably more than I needed to.

Brooklyn shook her head slightly and turned back toward the stockroom. “No outgoing packages today,” she called over her shoulder. “But we’ll have some tomorrow.”

Dara nodded. “So… I guess you’ll be back?”

“Yeah,” I said. “I’m on this route all week.”

“Good,” she said, almost without thinking. Then she caught herself and smiled. “I mean… we’ll probably have something ready by then.”

I laughed. “I’ll hold you to that.”

I finished up, gave Brooklyn a quick wave, and headed back out into the mall.

It should’ve ended there. Just another stop on my route.

But as I stepped away, I glanced back.

Dara was still standing behind the counter… watching me.

Brooklyn was saying something to her, probably explaining how things worked, but Dara’s attention wasn’t fully on her.

And I remember thinking—

that wasn’t going to be the last time I walked into that store.

I never forgot about Emma during those years.

I wondered how she was. If she was happy. If she ever thought about me the way I still found myself thinking about her.

I knew she was still in Boston. I was too.

There were a couple of times I thought I saw her—from a distance, across a street, in passing. Just enough to make me stop for a second and wonder if it was really her.

I thought about going over. Saying hi.

But I didn’t.

Some things… you just know better than to disturb.

She had her life.

And I knew where her heart had settled… and it wasn’t with me.

And I told myself that was enough.

Even years later, when I was asked to reach out to her again… I told myself nothing had changed.

That it would just be a conversation. A simple hello.

But if I’m being honest…

the few times I had seen her before that—

that should’ve told me everything I needed to know.

Because no matter how much time had passed…

it never really felt like anything between us had.

I just hadn’t let myself admit it.


Want to explore more of Emma’s story? Visit Emma’s Diary or learn more on the About the Book page. Links are below.

Emma’s Diary

https://myunfinishedmelody.com/

Read more about Adam here: Adam – Unfinished Melody

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